Club

I met high school basketball club members. I thought a lot.

The Band

I went to see my band members. We hadn't meet for several months. We talked about ourselves, not music. I had a good time.

Condition, Karaoke

I taught my student necessary and sufficient condition. It's not easy for most of people. At first I didn't understand well. I think one of the reason is the way texts shows us is not good. But it is not all of reasons. Logic is difficult.
I ate Thai dishes with my friends at night. Good meals made me happy. Then we went to sing to Sidax. There were a lot of people, because they finished work in this year and had time to play, sing. I wonder these scenes were seen in only Japan.

Yuucho

I have used JP Bank for more than ten years. But I don't change my passbook. It means that I don't use the bank very much. But at last I changed the passbook and card yesterday. My card had been broken and I couldn't use it to fear if the card would be stuck. To change them, seal registration have to be changed, so I did it. I will be able to use them from now on.

Slim Club with Chiffon Cake

We went Ikebukuro and bought three chiffon cakes. They looked large, but when we start to eat them, we realized they were light and we could eat all of them. I dropped one of it by my mistake. But I ate it. Eating them, we watched M-1 grand prix, it had held for ten years and it was last this time. I was very laughed at by Slim-Club, but this year's champion was Waraimeshi.

Cloudy

I slept long. I didn't feel good. Let me go. I need something to change. Goal is necessary for me. I know, I do know what I need now actually. Do it.

Traffic Jam

I drove over 5 hours in traffic jam. I was so tired. I feel I haven't had enough time for myself in these days. I think my lazy work is one of the reason. Anyway, I am tired and wanna be by myself.

I took it on expressway.

Shiny

Driving to my grandparent's house, I saw the sun setting. It shined and made around here and there yellow and gold.

Kick Ass

I went to Kawasaki and there watched a movie "Kick Ass". That is one of a tragedy, I thought, but it wad very exiting for me, too. Fighting was speedy, cool. Hit Girl and Big Daddy killed many many people. Opponents killed a lot violently, too. But that was not all of the movie, of course. Kick Ass, the weakest hero, in addition to say, he was no more than a NERD, made us laugh many times. I thought some scenes were too expediency. But the impression that it was made well would remain many people's mind. Check it up.

Lecture, College

I went to do lecture, after that I went to my college to take math history class. I ate at Tonikaku yesterday. I realized I wanted to eat something else more than chinese noodles now.

Lecture, Haneda.

I drove to the Haneda airport in the morning, to take my mother there. On the return way to my home, I missed to enter the way I wanted to go. So it took more time than it would take. On my way home, I checked TOEIC score I took last month. I got 790. It's not so bad but not so good. I think it's exactly just my ability. In the afternoon, I went to work. I worked again. I hadn't work for about 4 months. So I had little money now. I will make money!

Bookmark

I decided to manage my bookmarks. I'd like to use these among several PC and browser, for example firefox on Ubuntu, Chrome Plus on Windows 7, Safari on iOS. So I made my mind to move them to a social bookmarking service. I chose Google Bookmarks. Then, I reduced a lot of bookmarks it didn't attract me no more or was enough to be searched. As Firefox Add-on could move bookmarks on the browser to Google, I used it. But Japanese characters were broken. So I fixed them. They were about a hundred. Time had gone.

Wallet

I have my new wallet now! I got it yesterday. It was given to me two thirds by my girlfriend and the rest of it from by my own. It's good. Now, I will work hard.

Utamaru Referring Utada

I listened TamaFul(standing for "Rhymster Utamaru's Weekend Shuffle"). I haven't listened it since about this summer. The program I listened picked up Utada Hikaru. Hikki sings all vocal including chorus in her song. She writes lyrics, composes, and arranged her song on her own. These are amaging quality. I am happy to listsen her music.

My Sweet Ubuntu

Ubuntu went well! I spent some money to buy several parts, but I was afraid I wonder it might be good for my purse and mind to buy windows PC made of computer maker. I felt unhappy. I said to myself, "I wanted to make PC by myself once. So it is the way I have to pass now or in the future anyway. I did the best." to calm myself down. But now, all scenes have been changed. How good Ubuntu is! How comfortable wireless keyboard and mouse is! Display is beautiful! I learned connecting Internet is the most important thing to contemporary personal computer.

Quick Time

I did little yesterday. I don't know why but time had passed when I realized.

ID Card

My ID card renewed. I felt not very good these days. I was lazy. I think that I need to keep going to bed and waking up early. I also think I need to concentrate. My brain doesn't work well again. Umm...

Ubuntu

My PC had many problems. I dealt with them. It took me much time. I felt tired a little.

My PC Starting

AVG I ordered came from Amazon.com and I could see my PC constructed rightly. I got it. I had Ubuntu 7.04 but it was old. So I downloaded 10.10 and installed it. So good it was! Beautiful. I felt I didn't need windows any more. I also bought wireless mouse and keyboard with VGA. They were good but sometimes didn't run promptly. Further more, LAN didn't work so Internet wasn't used. I moved my machine and wired it with other LAN cable. It began to work. Good. I wanna study about Linux from now.

Kameari

I went to Kameari. It was sunny day. We talked and walked but I also finished writing my diary. My stomach asked me to eat, but I could stand somehow. Then I ate bakery.

Reading

I finished reading 'Quantum Families'. It was a sad story. I wanna be happy.

Building Up My PC

It was the first time for me to build up PC. Several parts were sent to my house yesterday. A deliverer climbed up my apartment to the fourth floor holding three cardboard box! I put them together. It took more than a couple of hours to make it up. Then, I realized. "VGA wasn't there...! " I couldn't show output from computer to display. I was sorry that my money will fly away more.

Utada on Ustream

Ustream gave us a chance to watch Utada's concert yesterday. There were very many wonderful performances. It was exiting!

Renew

I will work again. My college ID card will renew. I took a photo for my new ID. I thought it was not so good.

Keep Early!

I read books. I overslept. I didn't keep early times these days. Promptly, quickly and swiftly I should do. I will start working again. Time management will be more important then.

Computer

My laptop had broken. So I decided to make my PC and bought some parts on the Internet. I don't have much money now, so I have to work. Phew. I just want a lot of time for my own.

Having Dinner With Friends

I visited my friend and ate nabe. And we drank. We had a very good time.

Without Coming Home

I took a walk to Ueno talking with my girlfriend yesterday. We couldn't have Nepal meals. We ate Italian. They tasted good.

Thai Dishes

I went to my college. I submitted two reports. To borrow some books, I went to the library. I told that magnetic power of my id card became weak. So I could change the card with no charge. I went to Thai restraint at night. Delicious!

Extraordinary

I was on the outside almost all day long yesterday. To rent the car, I sent my mother to the library where she was working. Then I got home, hanged the laundry out, and ate breakfast. I drove again, picked my up my girlfriend, strolled, and went to eat lunch. Good pasta we had. Next, we went to Shidax to sing. I went to the library to pick my mother and I visited my grandfather's home. Getting back home, I did my homework. I did. I was a little tired but not bad day. Doing promptly made my mind keep well.

Action

I did various things yesterday. I went to math and culture history class at college. I got back books I borrowed to the library. I went to bank and moved money. I cut my hair by myself.

Burn Out

I didn't do much yesterday. I aimed to score well on TOEIC test and it had been done, so I felt a little that I had time on my hands. Actually I have many things to do. I have many books I want to read. I wanna learn math and physics. Better English I wanna get. But I didn't feel I wanted to do these things yesterday. There was a day like that. Be myself.

TOEIC

I had TOEIC test yesterday. I think it was not bad. I could do to the end of it. I wish I got a high score and finish taking the exam. After that, I visited a friend of mine. He had some good music. I had a good time with him. I had been studying English these days in order to take TOEIC, and now it finished, so I wonder my energy will decrease to do something. I have to need some aim, and wanna make effort to take time well.

Comics

Yotsuba & ! was published yesterday. I bought it. Real written by Inoue Takehiko, who is known for the work Slam Dunk and Vagabond, was sold too. I bought it too. These two were very interesting. I'd like to spend days like Mr. Koiwai and Jumbo. Happiness may be there.

Curry and Live

I went to see Manics to Shinkiba. There were lots of people there, Studio Coast. I didn't know very much, but many people excited, and I enjoyed their music and to see people excited. Before going to the live music club, we went to an Indian curry restaurant in Minami-Senju. It was the first time I got off train there and walked around the station, and I found out that the town was good. The restaurant we had was a bit far from the station. We ran. That was delicious.

Brain

My brain didn't work well. I maybe realize why I couldn't think enough. Don't do it so much.

Cleaning

I cleaned my room. I threw away a lot of things. There were too many things in my room. The things which is truly important for me are few. I will have to have the opinion to have books. I have many books and I like them. But keeping them cost much. In them there are several books which are not very good. I need to decide how to concern with books.

Bicycle

I found riding bicycle was hard work. I had been hospital for several weeks and my strength became weaker. I was very tired to go to the station I always use by bicycle. I will exercise to be tough!

Coming Home

I left hospital yesterday. I had been there for 19 days. Curious time flowed there. Long, so long, but short, very short time. I liked the place and people there. If I can cure completely, I could live in my new life. I thought I won't be able to live without dialysis. But I may live with health. Thanks a lot.

Bored

I felt a bit tired yesterday. I was reading an English-Japanese dictionary and trying to remember words, the number of which is over 13000, and then I felt bored to do. I am apt to throw away to study when I feel it goes too long for me. The speed of reading is very important for me to keep my motivation. This time the dictionary is over 500 pages and I couldn't pass through it easily. That's why I was tired. Though I wanted to do other things to my heart's content, I am going to take TOEIC test next weekend. So I will continue it for one more week and then I will do something I want to do.

Ordinary Days

I studied yesterday too. I thought I sometimes took too much time to do. I sometimes do it which is enough to be done only a few more.
I logged my daily to my diary. I began to write from Monday's. I noticed I was perfectly used to live here and something special had scarcely happened.
And I need to sleep more. My thinking is becoming duller again. Keeping good conditions are really not easy.

My Exciting

I got excited yesterday. I wonder if it came from short sleep, or medicine I took. I was so high that I feel I would be able to do everything, for example to be able to be a professor if I hope and make effort. Although I was such a state yesterday, actually I couldn't concentrate very much as I was too excited. Keeping good conditions have several difficult problems.

Short Sleeper

I sleep for about 4 or 5 hours a day. I go to bed after 10 and get up around 3. Do I get up too early? Indeed I sometimes feel sleepy during day, but I am so free to sleep anytime that there are no problems. I now have more free time than before and I feel happy. After working I may have to change this routine, but I don't forget that good living comes from my small awareness.

Optimistic

Ah, well, Exactly I couldn't do everything. And I can do only, very little thing now. But I try to keep optimistic and making effort. I believe it will lead me somewhere I wanna go.

Learning

I can learn. So are you. We have only finite time so we should use works former giants built. In order to find the optimum answer, we will touch the wisdom.

Dream

I wanna be free. I think that is the most important thing for me to do at first in my life. There are several way to live, but, anyway, we should live without being captured. There are different way for each people to be free. Some need money, or other need time in stead of money. I wanna have several things, and then will be the man who I wanna be.

Temptation

There are some days for me to be able to study hard with high energy. I like to be concentrating to do something. I feel so good when I do with all my attention to it. I knew that the condition of the body is very important to do well. Going to bed and waking up early, eating healthy foods and stretching my body bring me a lot of fruits. I wanna think many things on my own.

Visitor

A friend came to me. I had a ticket of Gogh Museum which was expiring. So I gave him it. I was happy to deal it usefully. He brought me two books. One of them was what I thought I wanted to read and to ask him to lend to me. How nice the time when he came! I didn't study English much yesterday, but it was not bad day. My muscles became more stretchable. When my body feel good, my soul are great too.

Lack Of Consentration

My grandfather visited me in the hospital. My mother came at night. I couldn't concentrate well yesterday. I missed the goal. But making a target is I think good. It make my power direct particular direction and it's effective.

Favorite

Physics and math is so interesting after all. I didn't want to do them so much when I had to learn for my university's task. But I think I like the attitude of them. Fitting me into learning new things need a small time. I first want to know the outline of the thing. And I dislike to be chased by time. These things made me escape from anything. Was I spoiled by me? Maybe it's true. But I think I needed time then. I wanted to know everything. The fact that only a few subject I can learn was what I didn't accept then. I read many books about many genres. And I had know many things, which included the truth that I wouldn't be able to know everything. Knowledge multiplied what I wanna know. They were bigger and bigger. What can I do? I realize life is short now, and I will decide what I will do and won't do, thinking how I wanna live.

Book Store

I went to Junkudo in Shinjuku again with my friend. I read a book there. I wanted it before going there and seeing it, but I didn't buy it because of the difference between I thought it would be and it was. In addition my economic reason. There are many other books which I was attracted. Critique Of Pure Reason, a book written by Immanuel Kant, is one of the books I want to read now. Schopenhauer I wanna read too.

In my mind

I realized not much money but aim, time and free is what I need. I'm staying hospital now. I went out little. I learned in my segment. Some people, doctors, nurses, my friends and family, had come to see me. Foods are not very strong taste but good for health. Another what should I want? I spent day stretching and learning, and I like it. How wonderful life is! There are few things I want and need using money! My father died about two month ago, and then I started to think about my life again. Life is not so long, I noticed. I am me, not anyone else. Health and time is more important than money. I wanna live happily. I should pursue what I think is great and necessary, and make somebody happy. I remembered the sentence "I'm working racing with Death."

Forget

This has been the first time to miss writing in the day since I moved here. I'm sorry. Remember to write!

Psychology

I read a book about psychology. I read it and knew Kohut. I didn't know much about him before, but he is a famous psychologist. I have seen wikipedia right now, and he was described the man of psychoanalyst. His opinion is taken many times in the book and I was interested in it. The number of books I can read in my life is not limitless. I'd like to read good books written not only in Japanese but also English as fast as I can. There will be some books which will make my mind thoroughly changed.

Plan

I often think what I want to be, what I am going to do to be so, and schedule to do. But almost all time I didn't achieve it. Maybe I often make my schedule too tight for my high ideal. Or maybe I am too lazy, because I think I can do the plan all time when I make it. I have already a little arrear this time too, but I will catch up on my plan. To quit something I used to do is the key.

Steroid

I was in the treatment of IgA. Instilling steroid made me sleepless. My heart beat strong. Doing nothing on the bed at night was not good.

Hospital

My days staying hospital came again. This time I have to be here for more than two weeks. But it will be the last time to stay here. I'm so glad if I could be cure perfectly. I wanna be with good health forever, till I died.

Gogh

I went to see the paintings painted by van Gogh. There were many people and I couldn't see and walk as I want. I finished to see all paintings and my friend not, so I came back to see pictures exhibited former. There were few people there, and I saw all of them without constraint. Sp good time I had.

Eating Too Much!

I was in my room all day. Between sleeping and eating I studied little. When the sun set, I went out. I ate between lunch and dinner some times, and, after having dinner, met my girl friend and went a restaurant. Furthermore, I bought bread in a convenience store. I bought it for breakfast, but I had eaten that night. Wow! But I'm not fat but also bony. It may be going to be fat if I eat like that.

Sleepy and Lazy

I slept long yesterday. I felt lazy. So I went to bed during the day. As getting up later, I spend all the day less effective.

49

6 weeks had gone since my father passed away. Had I done something? I thought many things. I decided that first of all I will learn English better and get higher score of TOEIC. Sometimes deed is more effective than thought.

Degas

I went to see the exhibition of Edgar Degas. There were many studies. They were so-so. He drew many pastel drawings. They were nice. It was windy and rainy yesterday because typhoon was approaching. But there are the station near the museum and we didn't become wet much. I think train services inTokyo is comfortable.

Movie

I saw two movies. I had see movies for the first time for months. I tried to see American movies without Japanese caption, but it was hard for me now. I watched the movie reading English caption. It was not easy, too. I felt tired after watching this. Their line passed so quickly, but I felt the line itself was not too difficult. Here was the light for my study, wasn't it?

Rain

It rained hard yesterday. And it was so cold. Though the date was Oct.28th yesterday, you know, the climate was like December. I read some books of Oxford Bookwarms. They were also interesting.

Reader

I read some books written in English. Oxford Bookwarms and Penguin Readers are a lot of fun. I wonder they were too easy, but I enjoyed very much. I will read many books on the series of it.

University

I attended to math history class though I discharged a day before. There were no problem. I made English sentences in the round train. I had done it for the first time in this year. I started to look for two going a museum with me. I have three free tickets to enter the exhibition of Vincent Van Gogh. I had went to two exhibitions this year, and am going to see two. It's so lucky. I appreciate it.

The Outside

I am out of the hospital! My wound was getting better, and I could discharge! But I didn't do something special. Using the Internet with PC, is maybe the most difficult thing to do in the hospital. To say honest, I felt not bad when I was in the hospital. I also felt, of course, I was happy to discharge, too.

Time

Days had gone quickly. I slept till about noon. So the day passed faster. Days are our fortune only during we living. I should recognize time is passing and important.

Talk

I hadn't talked for several days. Two persons came my room in the hospital yesterday. My mouth recovered as enough to speak. Did the outside get cold? I don't know. I have been here for several days without getting out. I don't write here much about two because of notification her seeing here. I can but don't write out here. Leaves maybe had left during the days. ...Too theatrical?

Recovery

My mouth was being cured gradually. I ate fluid diet for lunch and dinner. I felt easier to talk. I got two books by Amazon. I spend many time to read comic not on paper but on web. With iPhone, I could have various types of pastime.

Dream

My effort made the inside of my mouse injury. I was not permitted to eat yesterday.
I saw a dream last night. My father was in there, he is lying, and invited to eat doughnuts for me. He always give me many thing, often foods. Then I heard it I realized what is his love's appearance, or his love itself. He continued to say to me, "Give them too." and, "Your brother, also." I bursted into tears. I think he maybe knows what is important. I was happy of his son.

Ache in My Mouth

I felt painful in my mouth, especially when I swallow something. So I had hard time only getting down spit!

Tonsil

My tonsils cut off. Oh no. This is what I have to be done to cure my disease.

Hospitalization

I spent a day on the bed yesterday. I was in the hospital. I felt sleepy so I took a nap. There were no scrutiny yesterday.

Holiday

There are various occupation in the world. There are no job to insure your living easy and enough. Competition will be getting harder. So we should to choose our job from in the our strong subject. I thought like these things, on the bed. It was the last holiday before long stay in the hospital.

Short Sleep

I don' know why but feel so sleepy these days. I took a nap. But my brain did't work well. Umm...

Janis

I rent CDs in Janis, Ochanomizu. Random Access Melody made by Musement is so cool.

College

I went to my college. I attended a mathematical physics class. The teacher having the class is so good! I had very enjoyable time. After listening that, I went to see my teacher of study.

Washed

I have done cleaning in several days. It's not bad. I have finished to read "英文解釈教室". I spared long time to finish! I bought it five years ago, when I was a student of prep school, and yesterday I have done. It's very good book enough to spend long time to read.

Study

I studied English. Learning English is more pleasing than as you think, furthermore, easy!

Liquor

My friend got drunk! I was care for him! Whew.

Museum

I went to Setagaya Museum yesterday. I was not looking forward so much, but there were good pictures and I had a good time. Impressionist is what I like, but not only they but also others were good!

Rainy And Singinf

I went to sing to Sidax, a karaoke bar. After singing we ate Thai dishes. They were delicious. I hadn't rent DVD of movies for a long time.

Walking To Hospital

I was walking round from Takadanobaba to Okubo hospital.

Walking

I walked from Shinjuku to Ikebukuro yesterday. I went to hospital, which is near Shinjuku. I would go to a museum to see paintings but I couldn't.

English

I was studying English all day. I read slowly. I wish I could read faster.

Math History

I didn't get what Zenon had said.

Calculate

I bought an iPhone app. It was how to calculate like Indian. It's fun! The goal time is hard but challenging. I have little advantage with ability to calculate double figures times double figures. But it's fun! That's enough for me.

Driving

I went to Tokyo bay by car. I wanna have more driving skills. Stopping and body position is important. I wanna run faster. I don't know how to run, but with some information on the Internet I could know a few of how. I wanna try and become faster!

All Day Sleep

I spent all day sleep yesterday. I don't know why but I was so sleepy. I would have read English book, but I couldn't. I sometimes do like that.

My company

Do you know difference between company and corporation? What is Ltd. and Inc.? Inc. is short for incorporated. I went to my going to join company. I enjoyed with my future company.

Stand by myself

I net-surfed long time yesterday. Is the time when I am watching PC display my great pleasure? Of course it's fun. But I wanna be another type of man. Ah, Mr.Feynman... I would like to become like you and spend time like you. By the way, I recommended my friend "Surely You're Joking, Mr.Feynman!", and he became to like the book and Mr.Feynman. Indeed he is great not only for me but also everyone. Whew!

Occult

Occult is not bad! But...

Catch A Cold

My ears ached. I went to the clinic. Maybe I caught a cold.

Stretching

Stretching is so good!! My body feel so good after stretching! I can live easier. Breath deep and move slow, this is the only point you have to keep.

Pannya

I read another book about the heart sutra. I read it in a cafe, my friends being there.

Out

I was out. I played with my girlfriend and friends. I wanna drink much more.

Miss

I miss to write this blog! I lived idly. We can't come back to life. We can't live again. We have to remain the fact.

Thinking Aloud

I'm a little tired to write here because of nothing I had done and read in English recently. There are almost nothing to wanna write. I had remembered The Heart Sutra. I wanna play piano more than guitar. I have to work to earn money but I'm going to stay the hospital to recover my disease so I have not much time to work. I'm thinking like that. Move now! It's the most important thing! Someone may say. Ok. I can't grasp the world, but, or so, I should move, maybe.

Relatives

My father's body was cremated. Only bones came home. I was sad. Then many relatives came our home. There were some I don't remember. Should I talk with them more? I wanna talk with more people.

Funeral

I attended my father's funeral. A large number of people came. We very thank them. Various things had been finished. I have to be thinking a lot of things. “What you need in your life is courage, imagination and some money.”

The Heart Sutra

The heart sutra is one of Buddhism sutra. We Japanese call it 'Hannya Shingyo(般若心経)'. I didn't know much about it, but Knowing more, it shows me more interesting aspect. I have wanted to know and thought what is I have to do, what I should be, what is the purpose of life, what makes us feel happy, etc. Furthermore I these days wanna know old good things like Analects of Confucios because of back action searching for new and Western things. Sometimes I feel I have no basis which I could stand on.

The End And The Beginning

Everything will end. Nothing remain forever. But everything are nothing. So everything are not exist, and remain forever. There are something we can't change. All we have to do is making effort about what we can change. My father had gone. What did he want us to be? I restarted, again.

Quarrel

I don't know why, but I'd like to have sex after quarrel and make up with girls. Do you think about that? Do you agree or disagree? I was in the hospital to take care of my father, but I went to see her. When I called her, she said something to me with angry. I didn't expect it. But I enjoyed. I didn't have enough time to sleep. I'm a little sleepy now.

GS

I went to a gas station to fill up my car's gas tank. Gasoline stand is not correct in English. They often called "gas station" in US, or "filling station". I had had first time to fill gas to new my car. The car we used before had gone. We now drive new car, which is Opel. "Baby you can drive my car!?"

Rainy Driving

I visited my friend to buy a suit, which is not for me but for my brother, again. It was rainy day yesterday. And because of rainy day, it was cloudy and dark. Further more, traffic was heavy, which was caused from rain too. They are enough to make me tired to drive. I wanna drive with pretty girls under the sun!

World Economical History After The War

I had read "World Economical History After The War (戦後世界経済史)". The book I bought 8 month ago had been on my shelf. I didn't know much about economics, so the speed to my read was slow. But reading it, there are several interesting in it. Economics is not bad, I thought.

Black Suit

I met my old friend. He is a clerk of selling suits company. I bought a suit from him. It's a black suit, formal. He discounted what I bought much. I enjoyed talking with him.

Lightning

It was thundering very strong yesterday. I don't experience that much lightning. By the way, do you know difference between thunder and lightning? Lightning is a flash, or several flashes, and the phenomenon itself, and thunder is the loud noise of lightning. I found that wily-wily was not one of names of tropical depression, but studying words and expressions are still interesting.

Hospital

My father was carried to hospital by an ambulance. But the time when he left my house, I was not there and by him. I was drinking. Being called, I was hurry to go hospital. Fortunately, something critical didn't occurred. I came home, and go to bed. But I was not able to sleep not because of the incident but because I always keep awake till late night.

A Last Day

Yesterday maybe last day to teach. Teaching is interesting, but I am a little tired. My students are good, I like them. But my motivation has gone. I need time to rest. I don't decide whether I will be back or not. One what I can say is, pay is good, indeed.

Money

Money, it's a time. Money, get back.
In capitalist economy, money have big power. The incentive for many people in the society is often occupied by money. Money is a reward. I would like someone to be found something better system than Capitalism. But when I'm in the system, I wanna use this system to be earn.

Fall

I often use "autumn" to express about this time. But "fall", the expression we can imagine to fall leaves from tree, is good terms too. I felt the blowing wind had changed yesterday. The wind included coolness. I like this season. Maybe because I was born about this time. But not only me but most of people like it, I think.

Typhoon

It rained hard yesterday. Typhoon come. I went to make hard contact lens, driving my car, and there were some small ponds on the road and I splashed. By the way, do you know wily-wily?

Economy

I thought that economics may be interesting and exciting. If I will work for an international bank or like that, I could earn big money. It's one of the points to charm me. Whatever, I will do something interesting.

Father

What does my father wish us? What does my father wish us to be? I can hear it from him now. But the time left us is short. It was my brother's birthday yesterday. His 22 birthday was not only good. I will live my life.

Hungry

I got up because of hungry. My stomach made noise. I don't eat much these days. Have a strong heart. I would do! Talk with many people! Saying about talking, I talked with Russian to be marine yesterday at night. She will ride on submarine. Submarine have nuclear bomb. Awful! What I have to do is what I would like to and doing it hard, very hard. That would make my life more interesting.

Matrix

I was suddenly left to teaching about matrix yesterday. Teaching another student, who I'm not teaching now, is interesting almost every time. It's not exception yesterday's class was. But The time leaving me was too short to teach all part of his exam contents, that I was hurry and talk quickly, so I was a little more tired than usual. If I had one more class, I could make him score higher. I wonder if he remember what I talked and what I made him do.

Learning

I studied English and math. It had been long time before I did. I'm sleepy when I am learning new things because my memory is full and my brain needs to rest in order to keep them tidy. So I took a long nap. My brain was rolling. There was not that feeling on me these days. I don't hate these experiences.

Akagi

I watched anime yesterday too. The title is Akagi. I saw this when I was a cram school student. Fukumoto's works are always interesting, but it's too long to play Washizu Maajan.

Four Half

I watched an animation, "Yojouhan Shinwa Taikei(四畳半神話体系)". The works said, "Everything is alright." Time has gone. And we can't go back. By the way, I'd like to eat Neko Ramen(猫らーめん).

No.1

I thought how to live and what and who I wanna be. I don't wanna be Igarashi Takashi and Che very much. They are who I love, but now I wanna be another. Do I wanna be Ichiro, or Steve Jobs? They are great. But, something else is. In addition, I wanna be No.1 in the world. So I need to choose what I am good at. What fits the best? The person I admire now is Mr. Feynman, I realized. I would like to be scientist. Really? Do I want? Do I mistake something? At least it's sure that I wanna be No1 and I don't wanna regret about my life.

Class, Discuss.

My PC is heavy. It's not useful to carry because it was not designed to carry out. So I was reluctant to bring my PC to my college. I have iPhone. I can use it to see information on the Internet. Why did I bring out my PC? I had a class of information technology and management. We discussed how to improve the operation of imaginary company. I'm good at saying something good not many but a few. Yesterday I could do well too. I wonder I was too good to keep? But it's not problem. I have only to do my best anytime.

Economy

I didn't do many things yesterday. It was not bad day, but I didn't do a lot. I overslept, later I used skype to call and chat, then I went to Kitasenju. I ate some. I talked about politic with my girlfriend at McDonald's. "Education is important." I said. But I think economics is the first thing to deal with by the government. If our country's economy will be better, many problems will go away. In order to achieve economical growth, we may need Inflation.

Studio

I played the guitar only 30 minutes in the studio yesterday. I taught before going to the studio, and I mistook the time to finish the class.

Grapes

I ate grapes. They were Kyohou. So delicious they were! We bought it at the convenience store. I was surprised to buy such a good grapes at the place. Of course we paid a bit higher.

Again

I went to Okubo hospital again yesterday. I told I have the disease. After that, I went to Harajuku, to eat dumpling again. They were delicious. I ate ice at Lotteria. It was not good.

Kabukumono

I read a series of comics, Kabuku mono(かぶくもの), to volume 7 yesterday. Showing the title of the comics, these are a story related to Kabuki(歌舞伎). I know nothing about Kabuki, but I'm interested that.

The Aim

What is my delight? Where is my happiness? What should I put as the aim of my life? Who is I wanna be? What is I wanna be? I may or may not know answers to these questions. I need to think. I need to talk. I often feel anxiety. I don't need to feel anxiety. I feel to defeat someone and to be No1. I don't need to compete someone. Everyone is great and No1, so we can't decide the greatest. All I need to be is the greatest in my mind. Whenever what I have to defeat is only myself. Don't forget. Your enemy is you. It's what I'm thinking now.

I Am Sam Soundtrack

"I Am Sam Soundtrack" is good music disk. Beatles tunes are covered by famous musicians for the movie " I Am Sam". And these are in this disk. I haven't study English recently, so I wonder It's good to learn these tunes' lyrics. Learning English is one of my goal in this year.

I'm Only Sleeping

When I wake up early in the morning, stand by, and go to bed again. Don't spoil my day. I wanna have many, but I can't concentrate so things pass through me. Nothing left. Live slowly and take it easy. It may be the way to live well.

Something

Humans are different each other. My opinion is not majority usually. I wanna know everything in the world, but little one think like me in my around. On the Internet, I realize I'm not minority. I wonder I read thoughts like me only, or I have become to think like what I read. God, please bless me!

Bag

Buying a bag disturbed my mind. Disorder occurred. I'm not used to buy something to wear. I wanted to overcome. And bought it. What have you done? John Lennon sang. What have I done? World is changin'. Can't we say the answer is blowing in the wind now?

Kobayashi Hideo

I like writing by Kobayashi Hideo(小林秀雄). His work I met first was Mujo to iukoto(無常という事) in my high school Japanese language textbook. I was amazed to read it. His line was beautiful. Yesterday suddenly I wanted to read his words, and went to buy a book. I couldn't remember the feeling and experience in my first encounter of it, but there remained his good writing. I am becoming to recognize more that Japanese minds, or, the classics, are important. I will leave in the future, but I don't want Japan to depress. I think we can do.

Science

I taught junior high school student science (and some student math) yesterday. I think I know well about physics, and chemistry which I know less than physics but better than others, biology and earth science. Junior high school science contains these 4 part, so I learned biology and earth science. I like theoretical things so I think I like physics and chemistry, but study more and more, biology and chemistry looks interesting for me. Maybe my brain have changed. But I think all the things which someone likes in the world must be interesting when you study well.

Sou

Sou(爽) is delicious. I like it! I ate muscat flavor yesterday. It is so hot these days that ice cream and like that makes me feel happy more. I took a nap yesterday. Breezing made me sleep so comfortable. I was in a golden slumber.

Working!

I'm sorry, this article is not about animation but my daily life. I worked long time yesterday. I got to my office about 9 o'clock and left around 22 o'clock. I taught 5 students. Almost all of them were taught mathematics by me, but one of them studied English. I'm a college student majoring in algebra. So I am good at math and I can teach them. But English is different for me. Now I enjoy to study English, but in my high school days I don't like this subject and am not good at it. Poorness of English is one of the reasons why I missed to pass the exam to enter University of Tokyo. So I feel sorry to the student in somewhere on my mind anytime to teach. I will study more!

Museum

I went to the national art center, Tokyo. There were being famous pictures in the exhibition. Pictures drawn by Gogh, Gauguin, Cezanne and Seuret were splendid. Good picture makes me breeze deeper, like in a forest, I thought.

Gouter de Roi

I visit a valley and Tama river. I read a book there. Walking along the river, I got to Tama river station. Taking a train, having dumplings, and bought rusks on GOUTER de ROI. They are simple and delicious.

Planning

I taught a junior high school student English yesterday. Then I went to Kitasenju and ate chicken cutlet and rice. Going to travel agency and book store. I planned where I will go next month. Vietnam is one of my planning destination.

Wasting Time

I overslept yesterday. My bed made me so comfortable that I couldn't get out of there. Then I read book but the pace was very slow. I played a game using my iPhone. I solved over 400 puzzles. I even watched TV show on my PC. RG is something.

Trigonometric Function

I taught a 9 grade student trigonometric function yesterday. He learnt smoothly. Functions are convenience if you can use. After teaching, which finished about noon, I visited a bookstore and bought three books. I don't know biology and earth science very much so I will study. Getting back home, I slept when CD about English words learning were being played. Life doesn't change so quickly.

Daily Life

I spent yesterday on doing various trivial things. I wrote and submitted report of mathematical history. I went to a post office for my insurance. I watched Live DVD of Stone Roses and syrup16g. I typed my payment on my household accounts. I wrote my diary. I couldn't do everything what I expected to do yesterday, so I will handle remains today.

Discharge

I left the hospital yesterday. I had been there for 8 days. It was strange days. When I came back home, some things seems to be other things what they were before I hospitalized. I realize I have forgotten many things. I love my life. But some things need to change. I have to answer to satisfy them. "What you have to do is to do only." Morita said. I wonder I need some help. I will live like what I want to be. It's the goal of my life.

Life

I had read a book which title is "Ikigai ni tsuite", meaning considering about Life, written by Kamiya Michiko yesterday. I had picked it up at the library in the hospital. Though I know nothing about this book, it looked good, and it's good as it looks. Good reading experience always makes me feel better. Something go down in my stomach and it's comfortable for me. In this book, it is said that psychological movement, like drawing, writing Haiku, playing music instruments, thinking about math, and so on, can often help our lives. The man who want nothing but pleasure of doing itself is the man who truly want and need to study.

Library

I went to the library in this hospital and borrow two books. The library is very small but there are many books enough for me there.
I went out yesterday. Outside was very hot as usual. "It is fall from today on the calendar." A nurse said. But street still hot. I ate ice cream.

Palmistry

I bought iPhone palmistry application. Using it, I read my hand and other's. The app said I'm erudite. Maybe it's true, but maybe not.
I'm so free. I read words book, but lacking of concentration, I proceeded slowly. Everything flowed slow and days have gone fast. I haven't felt something is wrong. I think I can live in the countryside.

Word Book

I linger in the hospital. Actually, I should be permitted to go out. Nothing is prohibited and Everyone would approve. My assignment defer and can't earn. I will resume teaching next Wednesday. Plus, I have to submit a report of math history. Here in the hospital is cozy and seems like a toll-free time, but it's not true. Nap don't fascinate me. There are some temptations. Refill my concentration.

Visitor

I have been in an hospital at Shinjuku. My girlfriend came here and said, "I'm sad... Why was another girl written in the blog, but I haven't?" Hey, pudding and busse you brought was delicious. I thank you. But, writing like that, she don't read this blog usually.
I learned a few English words. I disliked learning new words using words book before, especially in my high school days. But it's fun these days. Everything is fun if you study enough.

Examination

My kidney was examined yesterday. At first, I was injected and made a way to instill something. Next, catheter was entered into my urethra. That's painful but less than that I expected. Finally, kidney biopsy went on. Anesthetizing my back several times, needle penetrated my body and my doctor shot the tip. Then my back was pressed in order to stop to flood my blood. After the operation, I had to keep my body stopping. I lied on my back on the bed, but 19 hours stay are too long for me to reach. I moved. There seemed nothing bad. I am lucky.

Hospitalization

I'm in hospital now. I ate lunch and dinner here, and slept. Meal is not bad but good for me. I went out once and bought some foods at convenience store. But the foods don't need for me. They are still in my closet. I e-mailed old friend at night. I wanna talk more, but time had gone. It's a pity. Did I talk smoothly? The act is my will and hope. I had a good time. Henceforth, I will do fitting with my will and saying.

Fuji

We, my two friends and I, climbed Mt.Fuji by car to see it. It is so misty yesterday that we can't see its shape and figure. The reason we climbed is to see it's figure, but we can't. We're sorry. Going down the mountain, we went to Fujinomiya which is known as a place where Fujinomiya-yakisoba is eaten. Of course we ate yakisoba, plus okonomiyaki, at Uruoitei. These are delicious, indeed, but I didn't amaze. It's good but not so far original. The best food during this trip is raw fish and rice. Fish are so good everywhere I ate.

Experience of Diving

I went half a way of other side. It has two aspect; world of under the sea and dead. I was swimming with air bottle on my rear. So I think I could breath in the sea, but not! Instructor said, "You can breath as long as you put this into your mouth. Don't put it out, or you would drown. Ok. Let's go!" But I can't breath!! I frightened so much. I feel I would be dead if I went to the deep sea this condition. So, I said "...I'm waiting here." After that I can breath in the sea. Then we landed. 20 minutes had gone very quickly. I gurked, burped, and belched.

Rainy

Rain followed us. Sunny when we were moving, and about to reach a beach, or some destination, it started to rain. Three tines it occurred. Finally, we got our swimming beach. After then, less cloud were there around there. We had delicious foods and took nice hot spring. Good day the first day was.

Fireworks

I went Kitasenju to see fireworks. Fireworks display is held every forth Thursday in August. There are lots of people to watch. After watching the show, we ate curry and rice at Shinjuki Nakamuraya. Indian curry tastes very delicious! We had good choice where to go.

Mistake

I went to school to take an exam in time which I thought was correct but incorrect actually. So I couldn't take the test. The only one thing to make me feel easy is the fact that I will get the grade without taking the exam. I studied (little) and the questions must have been easy. (Unfortunately, it's not joking but real.) If I had taken it, I would get the best grade. You should learn from mistakes. Never do like it again.

Working Abroad

Working in Japan seems very hard. People die because of the hard work every year. So I wanna try to work abroad. Living in a foreign country may has a difficult aspect, but it may be fun. I will enter an oversea graduate school and work there. In order to do so, I'm studying English and I will work at foreign affiliated company and earn money to go to the school.

Smooth Conversation

We can talk rough 2nd time!

Motivation

We need motivation from inside of ourselves. Now is the time when social system and people's thinking are changing but there are several gaps between system and mind. So someone feel so hard, but I believe system comes to be good to us and we will feel more comfortable in the society in the future.

Bothering

The aim of novels is different from that of songs. Novels seek what is human being like and to be. Songs, therefore, express feelings and people sympathize with it and have solace. The relation of these two is similar to that between the mind of twenties and adolescence. Latter feel anxiety because of change of himself but former depressed because he has nothing though he has throughly changed. So men come to listen less music than his puberty.

Youngster

Adolescence doesn't last forever. I am apt to linger on. Something is waiting for me. Happening must be going to be done. Doing, moving, and acting, not only thinking, leads you beyond.

Cottage

I will stay at cottage in Izu. Sea will be seen from there. How wonderful it will be. There is a problem. I will go there not with a girl, but a man.

Leaving!

Hi! I was writing in Livedoor blog before. (URL is here: http://blog.livedoor.jp/fromjapanintoeng/) But Livedoor Blog Application for iPhone became so bad after OS4 being released. That's the reason I'm writing here.