I left the hospital yesterday. I had been there for 8 days. It was strange days. When I came back home, some things seems to be other things what they were before I hospitalized. I realize I have forgotten many things. I love my life. But some things need to change. I have to answer to satisfy them. "What you have to do is to do only." Morita said. I wonder I need some help. I will live like what I want to be. It's the goal of my life.