I have had hard work days these days, till around 24 o'clock every weekdays. Losing my private time made my motivation of learning something go away. I wanna write about my diary I haven't written since about one year ago, but my ability of English writing refuse to show my feelings on this form. So, I lost my way, in many ways. I know it's not good to lose my time, but here, in Japan, we spend most of our time in office, hoping to go our home. I have to win my basic rights with usual effort and struggle.